Lose You to Love Me

I know it is hard. But i know i can. I accept the fact that no matter if i am healed, there is this part of me that could give much love to someone. God created me in this manner. But i was also given brains to think what is best for me. 

I know is it hard to forget, i chose to hate so that i could move on slowly. One day someone will recognize, acknowledge & appreciate for who i am and what i could give. I believe in my Creator. 

If it take this much to love myself, i shall let it go. 

If your name was written in the Loh Mahfuz for me, may Allah reunite us back wiser, ready and give as much love to each other. I shall leave it to Allah for now. 

This song was sang by Selena Gomez for Justin Bieber. 

You promised the world and I fell for it
I put you first and you adored it
Set fires to my forest
And you let it burn
Sang off-key in my chorus
'Cause it wasn't yours

I saw the signs and I ignored it
Rose-colored glasses all distorted
Set fire to my purpose
And I let it burn
You got off on the hurtin'
When it wasn't yours, yeah

We'd always go into it blindly
I needed to lose you to find me
This dancing was killing me softly
I needed to hate you to love me, yeah

To love, love, yeah
To love, love, yeah
To love, yeah
I needed to lose you to love me, yeah
To love, love, yeah
To love, love, yeah
To love, yeah
I needed to lose you to love me

I gave my all and they all know it
Then you tore me down and now it's showing
In two months, you replaced us
Like it was easy
Made me think I deserved it
In the thick of healing, yeah

We'd always go into it blindly
I needed to lose you to find me
This dancing was killing me softly
I needed to hate you to love me, yeah

To love, love, yeah
To love, love, yeah
To love, yeah
I needed to lose you to love me, yeah
To love, love, yeah
To love, love, yeah
To love, yeah
I needed to lose you to love me