Dear Diary,
This will be the last post for this blog. Finally i had the strength to let go of the last strain of my traumas, unlock the last lock of my past baggage and forgave myself for putting myself into much danger. I could finally see things clearly. Being more cautious with people and to protect myself more than being a people pleaser.
I cannot change the fact for what had happened. The people who i love did not love me as much as i did, i was taken for a ride, outcasted by my own family and the most precious gift that i had lost - my child. Things happened for a reason. It was all planned by Allah swt. Be it good or bad, it has always been the best for His servant in this dunya.
I am going to let this blog stay as it is. A reminder that not everyone you could pour your heart into. Some are just passing clouds. The passing clouds that hurt you the most.
Lastly, i am embarking on a new journey. A journey that will forever give me light, compassion, respect and the dream that i had wanted to achieve. It is alright to fail this module. Nothing can bring me down now.
With much love and misses
_galangal_
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