As day passed by, i have lost concentration. Loss of appetite and had always wanted to cry. I broke down in the middle of the kitchen while cleaning.
The sadness is just undescribable. No suicidal thoughts but just sad. As much as i receive support, but the emptiness, the sadness & the trauma is still lingering.
Trust towards people is beginning to decrease and i am at lost to identify who are the people for me. I am still trying hard to fight through this. I am in doubts of whether people say they love me just for the sake of saying or they really meant it.
I have lost hope in Love that i have wanted and yearned for. So empty within that all i felt was pain and sadness.
Suffocating in deed
_galangal_
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